Educación Sentimental

Como un amor desperdiciado
fue diluyendose en interrupciones
nada quedo en mi más que vacio y cansancio

una cancion en el agua
acerca la corriente
desordenando todo
dejando para el corazón

quiero besarte, si es de verdad
estar alli con que pueda perder
dejar lo que existe en el pensamiento
nadie sabe que puede pasar

todo lo que tengo
lo llevo a todas partes
y aunque no estés conmigo
no voy a mirar hacia atrás

sensualidad es lo que yo quiero
sensualidad es lo que yo quiero
sensualidad no es hablar

la inspiración está aquí todo el tiempo
como hacer para que venga a mí

como abrirte el pecho para que me quieras
sin perder nada
nada de nada

voy a cerrar los ojos
a respirar profundo
aunque el momento asusta
no voy a dejarlo pasar

sensualidad es lo que yo quiero
sensualidad es lo que yo quiero
sensualidad no es hablar

sensualidad es lo que yo quiero
sensualidad es lo que yo quiero
sensualidad no es hablar

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DIOSA, TE AMO!
tu caballito de mar..

Mockingbird

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, ain't he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

--Eminem--

Los que me escuchan entienden el mensaje, por eso me defienden a los puños sin vendaje.

Mírame

Sé que las cosas no llegan a tiempo y que el destino parece algo extraño, sé que tu voz se endurece a mis ojos y tu corazón guarda oscuros retratos.
Ya sé que estás maldiciendo las horas y sé que hay sueños que nunca llegaron y cuando estés escondido en tus sombras, pensá en los días que siempre soñamos.
Mírame, sueña en un mundo claro, llora en mi tu dolor, me quedaré a tu lado.
Cuesta más, si sos un soñador; cuesta más, si soy un soñador.
Mírame, sueña en un mundo claro, llora en mi tu dolor, me quedaré a tu lado.

--Cuentos Borgeanos--

Disfruto cada instante de tí. Aunque no lo leas, creo que lo sabés.

Ironía

La ansiedad contra la paciencia,
la verdad frente a la mentira,
Serpiente que guía el rumbo de quienes intentan seguir,
Quien aprende a mirar que hay en su corazón
Sabrá bien, que este también te puede engañar,
La soberbia abofeteo la cara de la humildad
Y esta así dejo de ser tan inocente.

Saltando frente a ti va la ironía,
Con todas nuestras miserias encima.

Calaveras que chillan locas, caretas que aun no se caen,
Para disimular su ignorancia,
Es terrible , lo que el hombre puede hacer!
Un amor se convirtió en la cárcel ideal,
Es irónico pensar que eso sea verdad.
El triunfo fue perder, la derrota fue ganar,
Conseguir lo que buscas puede ser lo peor, lo peor!

Saltando frente a ti va la ironía
Con todas nuestras miserias encima.

No hay mal que por bien no venga,
Sin suerte para la desgracia.
Un trofeo que vino de culo, un error que no se pudo evitar!
En el túnel del amor nos volvimos a encontrar,
Es irónico pensar que eso sea verdad,
A la orilla del dolor, a la vuelta de la paz:
Nos dejamos de joder!

Saltando frente a ti va la ironía
Con todas nuestras miserias encima! la ironía!


Carajo - Ironía

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Probablemente esté equivocado con mi pensamiento, probablemente ser auténtico está fuera de moda, pero voy a seguir resistiendo con mis ideas, no me desaniman, al contrario, me siento mucho más fuerte y con ganas de soportar sus miserias.
Ya estoy cansado de tantas vueltas, ¿para qué pelear tanto por cosas que no valen la pena? Nada va a cambiar, al final el equivocado siempre soy yo, pero voy a seguir respetando mi forma de pensar.
Que lindo es ser fiel, pero que feo que te hagan tan a un lado por ser de esa forma..